PAGE 3; A Finished Woman's POV

... I fell for brown eyes this time around

And before you judge me, listen to my side of the story.

It's not your normal girl meets boy kind of story, it's more like crazy girl hits calm boy with her craze kind of story. He would laugh at my crazy jokes and funny faces, I was always fascinated by the possibility of someone getting my weird jokes and actually laughing at them and there was this man, always laughing at even the things that weren't funny.

"My favorite food is Eba" it slipped out one of the days after work, "Interesting, nice" he was calm about it, very calm and too composed. Where was the typical response? "Eba? I thought girls like Jollof rice, Fried Rice or Spaghetti" The last one probably thought the same way but He didn't think like that, he found it fascinating that I loved Eba, unashamedly. Then I started to notice his face; light skinned, a soft curve for a nose, pink lips that made me go berserk, a sharp jawline you'd probably find in one of those Harley Quinn novels😂, and those brown eyes, damn those brown eyes! The brown eyes that bring the sun to you, brown eyes that look like slightly roasted coffee beans, brown eyes that look like endless pools of chocolate swirls; I could go on and on but just know I fell for brown eyes this time around.

Probably one of the days after work, I found the courage to air out my heart. "I may or may not have a crush on you. I mean I was happy to see you here when I resumed." He looked at me like I was probably toying with him because I was laughing loudly and looking so unserious- my legs were giving way underneath me. He laughed at me and I was just dishing out my jokes as it had been. "Don't you feel the chemistry between us?" I asked him in the midst of the chaos that was happening between us; it was chemistry alright but I couldn't bank on chemistry. "Err mm... Yeah, I can't deny that we have chemistry." He was smiling brightly this time around and I felt my feet feel like jelly. 'How could a man's smile make you feel lightheaded?' 'You mean I almost lost this man to the world?' 'Do I really think I'd want to let go of this man? Isn't this supposed to be a for lyfers kind of thing?'

"Don't you feel the chemistry between us?" 

That was almost two months ago.  Two months and I still feel like I am high on stuff whenever he smiles brightly at me. Two months and I've probably seen myself in too many photoshoots with this man, Two months and I see myself carrying his children already, Two months and I always want to be in his space every God blessed time.

I think I'm over sharing but of what use is not explaining how I fell hard for a man I never could have imagined I'd fall for; love definitely came. Love came subtly, with a beautifully louding voice, a demeanor as calm as the ocean waves, with orange skies and tropical sunsets, Love came and I hope it never leaves.

Love came subtly, with a beautifully louding voice, a demeanor as calm as the ocean waves, with orange skies and tropical sunsets, Love came and I hope it never leaves.

 I'd probably prayed for a man that loves and cherishes me, I found him. The quiet stares, the constant compliments and the continuous push for me to be a better person and yeah the one that gets to me "Babe, you're pretty." Can someone tell me why I always feel like a child with a big bag of candy whenever he says that? This is my reality and I am living in it!

And if anyone asks me what happened to not wanting to do anything with men, I'd say "I don't want to have anything to do with men but this man is an exception I'd never want to let go." I fell in love young, I fell in love wrong but now I'm embracing love and living in it. 

Now, always and Forever ❤️ 

Till we jam for Streets again...

End Notes

It's April, Easter and Jesus rose

As a daughter of Zion, I rise again 

It feels so good to share Part 3 of A Finished Woman's POV after all these years 😂

And the most interesting thing is that This third page is about The Deepsea Writer 😌.

I'm glad to always share a part of my story with you all

I didn't stop, I'm not stopping and I'd never stop.

So for this reason I'll leave you with these two songs

My Darling by Prinx Emmanuel 

Die With A Smile by Lady Gaga x Bruno Mars.

All my love 🥰

See you soon